Thursday, April 24, 2008
skool has been so stressful.
loads of homework to be completed.
dnt to research on.
and birthday to plan.
and not forgetting that i'm gonna be short of money to put it all in place.
its just so fucked up when you have to question people over and over again and yet they're answers are all the same. i don't know leh, mye around the corner, maybe parents don't let. c'mon how many freaking times have i asked you to ask your parents about it. but no, you just don't seem to want to ask them.
sometimes, it just really pisses me off when you continue to whine about how sucky your life is and how bad your studies are. well apparently, your attitude and mentality reflects your results. thats just a fact and secondly, i have my o levels this year. it only comes once in a lifetime. unlike you, you can repeat your sec 3 life over and over again until you're fully prepared for it. so don't come and talk to me about you failing 6 subs. by putting in the correct effort, your results can improve. but my o levels will never come again. so now i don't have to study and somehow the straight As will appear. is that it? just spare a thought about how other people are suffering and trying to not make the pain so unbearable while you just accepting that your life sucks :)
well, i am tired, of having to wait up for you just because you made a verbal agreement to call back. and what happens in the end? no call. i, too have very important things to do like for example sleeping. yes i really lack of it and focusing on my dnt. so please spare a thought for other people.
oh yes, and not forgetting. please process every thought before saying it out loud. you almost killed me by saying too much to people who shouldn't know. well, you often say things without thinking which results in suffering and resentment to the people around you.
yes, i may have made mistakes. like for example persistently calling you every night without fail to vent my anger and frustrations and wanting to get something off my chest. yes, i am to be blamed for being so unreasonable.
i just want you to be a better person and a better friend. i am not typing this to flame you or bad mouth about you. i just want you to see the light on somethings that you are unable to picture. sometimes you have to think of what the other party is experiencing and try to understand what he or she is going through. i'm sorry if it makes you unhappy but this is the truth.
loads of homework to be completed.
dnt to research on.
and birthday to plan.
and not forgetting that i'm gonna be short of money to put it all in place.
its just so fucked up when you have to question people over and over again and yet they're answers are all the same. i don't know leh, mye around the corner, maybe parents don't let. c'mon how many freaking times have i asked you to ask your parents about it. but no, you just don't seem to want to ask them.
sometimes, it just really pisses me off when you continue to whine about how sucky your life is and how bad your studies are. well apparently, your attitude and mentality reflects your results. thats just a fact and secondly, i have my o levels this year. it only comes once in a lifetime. unlike you, you can repeat your sec 3 life over and over again until you're fully prepared for it. so don't come and talk to me about you failing 6 subs. by putting in the correct effort, your results can improve. but my o levels will never come again. so now i don't have to study and somehow the straight As will appear. is that it? just spare a thought about how other people are suffering and trying to not make the pain so unbearable while you just accepting that your life sucks :)
well, i am tired, of having to wait up for you just because you made a verbal agreement to call back. and what happens in the end? no call. i, too have very important things to do like for example sleeping. yes i really lack of it and focusing on my dnt. so please spare a thought for other people.
oh yes, and not forgetting. please process every thought before saying it out loud. you almost killed me by saying too much to people who shouldn't know. well, you often say things without thinking which results in suffering and resentment to the people around you.
yes, i may have made mistakes. like for example persistently calling you every night without fail to vent my anger and frustrations and wanting to get something off my chest. yes, i am to be blamed for being so unreasonable.
i just want you to be a better person and a better friend. i am not typing this to flame you or bad mouth about you. i just want you to see the light on somethings that you are unable to picture. sometimes you have to think of what the other party is experiencing and try to understand what he or she is going through. i'm sorry if it makes you unhappy but this is the truth.
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:48 AM
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